The below is from my journal where I will store thoughts (about as frequently as I post on here).... I find great peace being able to look back into the mind, that inhabited this body, two years ago.

Lessons from The Four Agreements

-Be Impeccable with your word

-Don't take anything personally

-Don't make assumptions

-Do your best.

The most amazing thing happened to me today, I cried. Not out of pain or pity. It was a release of emotion. My eyes well up as I write this. Love.

I've been afraid to show it. Domesticated and trained to not show it. All this pent up love, that I don't express, is being projected out of my eyes. The key to unlock this love and emotion was the four agreements.

I've been hesitant to love and show love since the death of my angel, Nana. I had restrained my love under a lock and threw away the key. A shell of my former self, I have been walking this earth like an inanimate object. No highs, no lows.

That is not life though. We need to love and be loved. I may never have love how society defines it; in a relationship with a significant other, but I can love and show love to those I adore. My family & friends.

God is love.